Tired.

Lately I've experienced tired in every essence of the word. Physically exhausted, Brain dead, emotionally drained and simply bored.


Practices, performances, rehearsals, church, school, homework, personal life, packing, planning, flying, here there, waking up early, marching six miles. All of this, while most of it is fun, has deprived me of much sleep and worn my body out. Doing all of this travel and marching even drove me to eat a burger. (I haven't eaten one in 11 years due to a texture issue) I was that exhausted and hungry. I had no clue how confusing and tiring time changes were. California was beautiful but I much prefer staying up until midnight here rather than there.

Thanks to the wonderful world of Chorale Christmas I've had piles and piles of make-up work to handle. On top of this I've experienced tests, ACT, and now exams. Oh the joys of thinking. When you add the lack of sleep things get a little confusion up there in my brain.

So much has happened recently, I've experience changes that I never expected. Trials have struck me and drained me of all emotional stability. My emotions are being kicked around from the happiest I've ever been to one of the worst moments of my life. It’s surprising how many non physical things can tire you.

This last subsection to my experience with being tired confuses me greatly. I'm so excited about something, but I simply wake up one morning with the realization of, I'm tired of this. I'm Bored. It’s sort of sad that I got tired of this mostly because it was such a great part of my life. What I do now, I don't really know? Its just odd that it was sudden and this feeling may be upsetting to those involved, but I can't help how I feel can I?

This whole entry may seem like I am just going to fall over and die right?? WRONG. I have gotten much rest! An easy week back at school plus a snow day and easy weeks ahead have refreshed me. I've gotten organized and on task. I am ready to take on the world and move past the tiring holiday season.
Bring It On 2010.