Its been a long and boring saturday, but it has also given me lots of tme to think. That last post was sort of a venting session about this latest situation, but after long hard thought I think my mood has changed about this whole predicament.
I don't know if this is the TOO nice person in me letting someone walk all over me or not, but I've decided that that person was only lying to me so as to not hurt my feelings. Or at least I assume and hope that was why. I really thought highly of them, so I hope they were only doing what they believed to do the right thing. Whether or not I confront them about this, I don't know. Perhaps I'll take the chance if it presents itself. I feel as though I should express my hurt and disappointment but I don't know if its the right choice. Maybe I should just go on acting as though everythings ok. It'll be hard but less awkward and maybe we can fix things. I hope so.
I didn't think I wanted things to be fixed at first, but I was blinded by pain and anger. When I truly think about it, this person sort of deserves a second chance and I want them in my life...
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