Missing Your Chance

It is the worst feeling that there is. You miss your chance and as soon as you know it, all the excitement for taking that chance is converted into disappointment and frustration. You wish you could do it all over and take that chance. You think of all the things you could have done differently. You become angry with yourself for missing that chance. Being so close just hurts that much more because you know that things easily could have been different. You become curious as to how things would be if you had taken that chance...Longing for that outcome seems to consume you.