We're well into the summer months now. Plenty of heat, sun, band and my usual thinking. I thought I'd have some list format fun, mostly due to my lack of orginization in my thoughts right now.
1. This college hunt is thrilling! I'm freaking out even though the choice is far from this time. I'm excited for what lies ahead in the next few years. Colleges do a fantastic job of advertising themselves and this doesn't make my choice any easier but it definately gets me less afraid of the college experience.
2. The whole idea of friends has been rearranged, transformed and turned completely around. My sisters have now entered high school and I've found myself hanging out with them and their younger friends more often. As I've spent lots of time in meetings with the other field commanders, I've become closer to them as well. Those are the good friend transformations, of course there is a yin for every yang... I feel as though I haven't been around my friends who'm I've called my 'group' for the first three years of high school. Some I still talk with and would hang out with soon as the chance is thrown at me, for others it has been made apparent to me that they feel negatively towards me.. I personally don't feel as though I've changed must, but they must think so... And then there is a friend who I fear sees our friendship through a different light, I wish I could just show them how I feel without hurting any feelings, but I also don't want to draw in any awkwardness of course.
3. I've developed this new love for musicals. I have no clue where it came from. Over the summer my sisters and I have watched many Andrew Lloyd Weber musicals and my mom has decided to start a collection for me to take to college, but picking up musicals on DVD whenever she's at Walmart or Target. She brought home Phantom of the Opera today :) I was so happy.
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