Times For Thinking

Thinking is obviously an important thing. We do it constantly whether we like it or not. Thinking times, what I am referring to, are those times where you find yourself in deep, contemplative thought. I found my self in one of those moments this evening. It could have been because of the lack of sleep, mass amounts of caffeine in my system or simply because I am alone. When these moments arise, I feel immersed in ideas and feelings and sometimes its just so much at once, I don't actually get anything done in my head. I tend to analyze my feelings over the past few days and decide to change them if I find them daunting or unnecessary. I think of what I need to do in the near future, internal and literal. I wonder, I plot, and I even scheme. Never to actually follow through with most of it usually. Sometimes my thoughts leave me feeling content and other times I feel confused. There are often times where my reflective moments leave me with emotions running high, both good and bad. I think these moments are good for me. I keep myself so incredibly busy that having a quiet moment only broken by the sound of music is a relief for me and a way to debrief. Reflective moments provide a relaxation technique, organization and preparation in my life.